Back and Better, baby!

So I just realized that it's literally been two weeks since I've updated the blog. It's crazy how life has just gotten away from me. I know that every blog seems to talk about how busy I've been and I'm sorry if it comes off as malarkey. But life has really gotten the best of us over here at One in A Million. All the things need to be done ALL THE TIME. And as the primary runner of this here show, sometimes I find myself slowing down on all the things I've promised. Often times I say to myself "you'll double up next week." Then next week comes and I don't do that. Between the work that pays me and the passion of creating something new. I find myself often burnt out. It feels like I'm burning the candle at both ends.

But, you know what? That's okay! It doesn't mean I'm not putting in adequate effort on both ends. It just means that life is a little hectic right now. And, at times, something has to give. The last few weeks, things have really been ramping up at work. To the point that I feel very overwhelmed at times. But then I look at the beauty of what I get to do EVERYDAY. I'm making change in the publishing sphere (almost!) and I get to work with 32 beautiful little humans everyday. When times get tough, I find myself telling my co-workers that I don't know how much longer I can do this. But then I have a conversation with one of my students -- little humans who care about how I am, what I'm doing, where I live, and how old I am. I get to see them grow and learn. I get to see them become better readers, scientists, sociologists, researchers, mathematicians. It's in those moments that I find the joy in my profession (outside of this). Those moments are part of what keep me coming into work everyday.

So now, it's about finding the balance. Because, as much as a love the job that pays me, it's also keeping me away from my company. I don't get a chance to invest as much time into this right here. And that's unfair to me and the many people who are invested in seeing this thing work and grow. What's been working for me right now is making things fun, giving myself to-do lists, and setting timers. It pushes me to get as much done as possible, even if for a moment. Point is, if you're feeling drained by all the things on your plate, don't worry. I'm right there with you. One thing I'm learning to do is to prioritize rest when it's needed. To work as efficiently as possible. To give myself grace. Make sure you're doing the same! We got this!!!